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An Attitude Contrary to Spring

Journal Entry: Wed May 14, 2008, 10:51 PM
  • Mood: Pity
  • Listening to: Radiohead- Backdrifts (Honeymoon Is Over)
  • Reading: Desert Solitaire
  • Playing: Super Smash Bros. Brawl
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Sorry I haven't written in a while. I've been busy with Spring Quarter, and I've been doing a lot of thinking. Too much, if you ask me.

Well, I'm nearing the end. It's Spring Quarter of my second year of college, and my scholarship has almost run out, as far as I know. This means it's time for a change of plans, as it has been for a long time.

I went into Visual Communications because I wanted to become a professional cartoonist and learn to perfect my design software use, but I learned that I'd most likely end up making goddamn advertisements and brochures for the rest of my life. I could get into the design world if I could just design what I want to design, but that doesn't seem possible in any sphere of reality.

And let's not forget the undeniable fact that some of the classes completely wrecked me (I'm looking at you, Typography). Now I'm barely motivated to do any thing for classes because it all seems completely meaningless.

I'm thinking about majoring in Psychology and becoming a therapist, but I realize that I'm in no state of mental health to be offering advice to people about such things. Both my parents say this is a good idea, but I'm not so sure.

I'm not so sure of anything these days.

Lately, I've been feeling absolutely miserable, both physically exhausted and mentally worn. I don't know what the hell I'm going to do with the rest of my life, and it scares me every single day; the realization that I have no purpose and I shouldn't even be alive.

Nothing I do seems to matter anymore. I've lost what impact I've had, if any. My drive, my desire, my reason, my courage; all of these things have escaped me, leaving me a brittle shell of the man I used to be.

Part of me says to continue with annoying design classes at Sinclair, so I can get a degree on which I can fall back. Part of me says to pursue my dream, even though I don't know what it is anymore.

What's wrong with me? Why can't I just be happy, like other people are? What do you do when you feel this discouraged? I feel as though I have no answers left.

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I usually don't have time to respond to everything in my DeviantArt message box, but, to all of those who look at my work and fave it or add me to their Watch list, I thank you wholeheartedly for appreciating my work. :aww:

TFJ out.

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 20
  • Current Residence: Ohio (yay...)
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: XL, with as many X's as rationally possible
  • Interests: Drawing, VG's, cartoons, animé
  • Favourite movie: Death To Smoochy, just about anything by Kevin Smith
  • Favourite band or musician: System Of A Down, Gorillaz, Chumbawamba, Pink Floyd
  • Favourite genre of music: Techno, Metal, some rap, some classical
  • Favourite artist: M.C. Escher, Matt Groening, Tim Kreider
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allan Poe, Walt Whitman, Ed Abbey
  • Favourite photographer: Ansel Adams, I guess...
  • Favourite style of art: Cartoon, Anime, Surrealism
  • Operating System: Mac OS X (that's right, i'm a mac boy)
  • MP3 player of choice: iTunes
  • Shell of choice: delicious candy coating
  • Wallpaper of choice: Anything I make myself (and only that)
  • Favourite game: The Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time
  • Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo DS, Playstation 2, Nintendo Wii
  • Favourite cartoon character: Don't make me choose...
  • Personal Quote: "Innocence can only be tainted, never returned." -Maximillian Roivas, Eternal Darkness
  • Tools of the Trade: Illustrator, PS, 0.7 graphite pencils, Bic PermaGrip (for inking)

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~TomorrowsArchon:iconTomorrowsArchon: Mar 28, 2008, 1:49:47 PM
Cool, so you finally have brawl, huh? Here's my friend code if you want to brawl me, okay?

4983 4846 0779
!jessicamadison:iconjessicamadison: Mar 1, 2008, 5:01:32 AM
Wow! You really are a brilliant poet, aren't you?

Why don't you join the poetry contest from [link] ?


It's free and every nitwit such as myself who enters gets a small gift

but someone like you might win one of their $10 000 or $100 000 prizes.
~TomorrowsArchon:iconTomorrowsArchon: Feb 29, 2008, 5:28:44 PM
So it seems you are a smasher as well. Whate are going to be your mains? Mine are Marth and Ike.
~TurboPrower:iconTurboPrower: Feb 20, 2008, 4:30:52 PM
Hey, Triforce. Is there a chatroom we can chat in, or maybe on AIM?

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It doesn't matter who is wrong or who is right! -Sonic the Hedgehog
~CydonianNiisan:iconCydonianNiisan: Jan 31, 2008, 1:57:37 AM Mood: Love
I was wondering if I can get one of your art done as a tattoo on me.

Please get back to me about this.
~The-Man-Of-Tomorrow:iconThe-Man-Of-Tomorrow: Dec 29, 2007, 4:30:24 PM
ATTENION! THIS IS A MESSAGE GOING OUT TO ALL GOOD FRIENDS OF THE-MAN-OF-TOMORROW!

[link]

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I'm PsyCrow In DA's Cartoon's Obessions Crew!
#1 BoogerMan Fan
Earthworm Jim Fanart Provider for ~video-game-fans

That's Me In A Nutshell.
~Angelic-Hedgehog:iconAngelic-Hedgehog: Dec 4, 2007, 7:04:09 AM
[link]

THIS IS FOR YOU!! D:

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Angelic-hedgehog X Rainbow-kiwi
DanteXEve - Coming soon to be a real club
even though it already is an account
~TheUltamate:iconTheUltamate: Oct 9, 2007, 5:19:15 PM
TAG!!!
love you to death. If I don't get this back, I understand. But I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to 15 people that you really care about, including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back, then you are loved. Nobody knows what they have until they loose it. You never leave the person whom you love for the one you like, because that person who you like will leave you for the person whom they love. Tonight, right at 12:00am, your true love is going to realize that they LOVE you! Then something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow, be ready for the greatest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love for the next years of your life. Send this to 15 people in 15 minutes. Do it if you wanna know who your real love is YOU CANNOT RETURN THIS AS OF NOW

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"GO! Go home and shave your fat head of smell with your bad self!" - Zim
Got Einsteinbrains?
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~krystalhyrule:iconkrystalhyrule: Oct 6, 2007, 11:24:49 AM
hey on your kirbys why dont you do some naruto ones

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I am Princess Krystal J. Hyrule, daughter of Queen Zelda and King Link, twin sister of Prince Sheik. Make fun of rock lee or any one of my friends and taste the steel of my master sword.
everything is right with the world.....but not in mine.
~TheUltamate:iconTheUltamate: Sep 29, 2007, 8:49:50 PM
To My Dearest Friend...

Today Is DEVfriend Day.
Send This To All Your DEVFriends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!

1-3 you're a bad DEVfriend
4-6 you're an ok DEVfriend
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10-& Up you're a great DEVfriend

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"GO! Go home and shave your fat head of smell with your bad self!" - Zim
Got Einsteinbrains?
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~Axemblack97:iconAxemblack97: Aug 19, 2007, 5:12:34 PM
Tagged. (See my Journal)

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92% of the teen population would be dead if Abercrombie and Fitch or Hollister said it wasn't cool to breathe anymore. Put this in your signature if you're one of the 8% who would be watching and laughing.
~TriforceJ:iconTriforceJ: Aug 17, 2007, 10:06:16 PM
Yeah, I didn't know it automatically registered as a hyperlink. The stupidity could be blamed on me, I guess. ^^;

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THE GONCH STEALS OUR SOULS
~Tym7ue:iconTym7ue: Aug 14, 2007, 7:52:13 PM
I really like your Smash Bros. Brawl Profiles eries. I to want Waluigi to be in it, Because he's awesome. Also, I was wondering, how many idiots noted you about the link to you're website being broken? You don't have to answer that, I was just wondering. Keep up the good work! :^^:

(Also Ohio. Yay...) ~ Ty_m7ue

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Ninja's are the epitome of greatness. And so is Galuf.
~The-Man-Of-Tomorrow:iconThe-Man-Of-Tomorrow: Jun 28, 2007, 12:46:41 PM
I wonder why I never watched your gallery before...No big deal! I will just now! *Watch'd!*

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I'm PsyCrow In DA's Cartoon's Obessions Crew!
#1 BoogerMan Fan
Earthworm Jim Fanart Provider for ~video-game-fans

That's Me In A Nutshell.
~cipi25:iconcipi25: Jun 15, 2007, 1:52:31 PM
thursday october 6, 2005





here just do it



most people aren't sure of what they really want in life. I



received this



letter from a friend on the computer, did what it told me to, and



within a



week, everything I had wished came true!! Here's an exact copy,



this

really



works!!!!











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1. To yourself, say the name of the only



guy or girl you wanna be with 3



times!











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2. Think of something you wanna accomplish



within the next week and say it to your self

6



times!!











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3. If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to



yourself 9 times!!!








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4. Think of something that you want to happen



between you and that 1special person and say



it to your self 12

times!!!












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5. Now, heres the hard part! Pick only 1 of these wishes and as



you scroll down focus and



concentrate on it and think on nothing



else but that wish.











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Now make one last &final wish about that one wish

that you picked.







After reading this, you have 1 hour to send it out to 15 people,



and what



you wished for will come true within in one week!







u only get one chance!!!!! Now scroll down and think of your



crush!!!



























































Keep going

down



























Keep going







































Keep

going








































!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!











Did you think of your crush? I hope so, that was



your last chance. Now pay very close attention this important



message!



Sorry but once read, must be sent. Yes, this is one of those kinda



chain



letters that everyone hates. This one has been going since 1863

and



if you



break this chain, you will pay!!!!!! Remember that after hearing



these



stories.







First Example:



Take Barbra Wallace.. She was a pretty lucky girl,



up till she got this same chain letter. She had a crush on the same



kid



since kindergarden. when she got this mail she didn't pay any



attention to



it. She just thought, no big deal. And deleted it. The next day her



dad



got fired and her mom dies in a car crash. If she would have sent



the



letter none of that would have happened and her mom

would be alive.







Second Example:



Try Freddie D. Now Freddie D. was your average



nerd. Had glasses, was short and chubby, was in gifted. All the



signs of



your total dork. He also received this letter and sent it to 51



people in



the hour. Now, like Barbra, he had a crush on a girl since 3rd



grade. The



next day after sending the chain the girl confessed her love for



him ever



since 3rd grade. Freddie D. finally had the courage to ask her out,



and of



course, she had been waiting to yes to that for years. They grew

up



and



married each other to live happily forever.







Third Example:



Now if you couldn't relate to the others, this'll



get ya hooked. Listen to this. A kid named Jordan Johnson was just



getting on AOL to check his mail. He was a quiet kid, not that



popular but



not a geek either. he was just normal. He saw he had mail from his



friend. It was this exact letter. Now Jordan Johnsen was a smart



kid and



he knew what could happen if he didnt pass it on. He simply pulled



a few



friends from his buddy list and sent it along. The next day,

about



that



same time, he got a phone call. It said he had won the lottery!



then his



dad came home and bought him a new bike! His mom bought him



Nintendo64 and



play station! His grandmother sent him a new computer, and his best



friend



gave him tickets to the concert he wanted to go to, Kid Rock and



Limp



Bizkit! Then he inherited a brand-new tv from his aunt! He was



goin' wild!



the next day his secret crush asked him out, and they have been



going out



ever since.







Now, you heard the stories. I know

which person i'd rather



be, but thats up to you. I wouldn't wanna end up like Barbra but



thats



only me. We all want what we cant have but now's ur chance to go



out with



that special somebody ur waiting for. Take it or leave it. If you



send



this to-



1 person- you will lose all luck in ur love



life.....forever!!!!!



10 people- your crush will say they like you as a



friend......ONLY!!!!!



15 people- your crush will say they like you



20 people- your crush will ask you out!



25 people- your crush will kiss you!!



30 people - Your crush

will have sex with you



35 people or more- All of the above!!



Don't blow it, it's ur chance to shine! Have



everything u wanted, and more! Now, complaining cus u dont have any



friends. Well theres an answer 4 everything. It's simple, just go



in a



chat room, pick some names and send away! but here's the



catch.....you only



have one hour to send it after being read. Please pass this

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[put me on medication]
~Leor-Christie:iconLeor-Christie: May 30, 2007, 9:19:15 PM
I love the SSBM/SSBB stuff. You should make one of the neat wallpapers with Ganondorf. that would be uber sweet.
~dagis13:icondagis13: Apr 22, 2007, 6:06:16 AM
you are so aweome so i gota wacth you

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この世界は住む稀な場所である このYoshi は決して- Dagis13 をあきらめない

SI je donne vers
~TheUltamate:iconTheUltamate: Apr 21, 2007, 12:47:18 PM
YOU’VE BEEN POKED!

If you've been poked it shows that you are either a very good friend or a very good artist. If you have been poked then you must poke at least five people on DA that you view as a great friend or a great artist as well as the one who poked you. Happy Poking!

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"GO! Go home and shave your fat head of smell with your bad self!" - Zim
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=photo-buff:iconphoto-buff: Mar 24, 2007, 9:11:44 PM
This is a totally random hello! :wave:

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"Art is what you can get away with." - Andy Warhol
~TheUltamate:iconTheUltamate: Mar 15, 2007, 4:05:05 PM
hey TFJ! you want the Ice Climbers in SSBB, right? if you do, join this --> [link]
i encourage others to suppourt the two greatest eskimos! :D

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"GO! Go home and shave your fat head of smell with your bad self!" - Zim
Got Einsteinbrains?
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*Lady-of-Link:iconLady-of-Link: Mar 12, 2007, 4:56:52 PM
great gallery :D

love the Super Smash Brother works

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~Lady Of Link

~--It takes courage to follow destiny………it takes even more to defy it..--~

~SuperSmashBros-OC - Smashers unite!
*kitskids:iconkitskids: Mar 11, 2007, 8:01:26 PM
I fell down it made me cry.
I saw your hand and heard you say,
"get up now we'll be okay."

thanks for the fav.
kit.
~TheUltamate:iconTheUltamate: Feb 22, 2007, 5:26:34 PM
i love your work, so :+devwatch:!

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"GO! Go home and shave your fat head of smell with your bad self!" - Zim
Got Einsteinbrains?
Part 1- [link]
Part 2- [link]