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Sorry I haven't written in a while. I've been busy with Spring Quarter, and I've been doing a lot of thinking. Too much, if you ask me.
Well, I'm nearing the end. It's Spring Quarter of my second year of college, and my scholarship has almost run out, as far as I know. This means it's time for a change of plans, as it has been for a long time.
I went into Visual Communications because I wanted to become a professional cartoonist and learn to perfect my design software use, but I learned that I'd most likely end up making goddamn advertisements and brochures for the rest of my life. I could get into the design world if I could just design what I want to design, but that doesn't seem possible in any sphere of reality.
And let's not forget the undeniable fact that some of the classes completely wrecked me (I'm looking at you, Typography). Now I'm barely motivated to do any thing for classes because it all seems completely meaningless.
I'm thinking about majoring in Psychology and becoming a therapist, but I realize that I'm in no state of mental health to be offering advice to people about such things. Both my parents say this is a good idea, but I'm not so sure.
I'm not so sure of anything these days.
Lately, I've been feeling absolutely miserable, both physically exhausted and mentally worn. I don't know what the hell I'm going to do with the rest of my life, and it scares me every single day; the realization that I have no purpose and I shouldn't even be alive.
Nothing I do seems to matter anymore. I've lost what impact I've had, if any. My drive, my desire, my reason, my courage; all of these things have escaped me, leaving me a brittle shell of the man I used to be.
Part of me says to continue with annoying design classes at Sinclair, so I can get a degree on which I can fall back. Part of me says to pursue my dream, even though I don't know what it is anymore.
What's wrong with me? Why can't I just be happy, like other people are? What do you do when you feel this discouraged? I feel as though I have no answers left.
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I usually don't have time to respond to everything in my DeviantArt message box, but, to all of those who look at my work and fave it or add me to their Watch list, I thank you wholeheartedly for appreciating my work.

TFJ out.
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Why don't you join the poetry contest from [link] ?
It's free and every nitwit such as myself who enters gets a small gift
but someone like you might win one of their $10 000 or $100 000 prizes.
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Please get back to me about this.
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That's Me In A Nutshell.
THIS IS FOR YOU!! D:
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Angelic-hedgehog X Rainbow-kiwi
DanteXEve - Coming soon to be a real club
even though it already is an account
love you to death. If I don't get this back, I understand. But I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to 15 people that you really care about, including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back, then you are loved. Nobody knows what they have until they loose it. You never leave the person whom you love for the one you like, because that person who you like will leave you for the person whom they love. Tonight, right at 12:00am, your true love is going to realize that they LOVE you! Then something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow, be ready for the greatest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love for the next years of your life. Send this to 15 people in 15 minutes. Do it if you wanna know who your real love is YOU CANNOT RETURN THIS AS OF NOW
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I am Princess Krystal J. Hyrule, daughter of Queen Zelda and King Link, twin sister of Prince Sheik. Make fun of rock lee or any one of my friends and taste the steel of my master sword.
everything is right with the world.....but not in mine.
Today Is DEVfriend Day.
Send This To All Your DEVFriends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!
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7-9 you're a good DEVfriend
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That's Me In A Nutshell.
here just do it
most people aren't sure of what they really want in life. I
received this
letter from a friend on the computer, did what it told me to, and
within a
week, everything I had wished came true!! Here's an exact copy,
this
really
works!!!!
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1. To yourself, say the name of the only
guy or girl you wanna be with 3
times!
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2. Think of something you wanna accomplish
within the next week and say it to your self
6
times!!
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3. If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to
yourself 9 times!!!
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4. Think of something that you want to happen
between you and that 1special person and say
it to your self 12
times!!!
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5. Now, heres the hard part! Pick only 1 of these wishes and as
you scroll down focus and
concentrate on it and think on nothing
else but that wish.
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Now make one last &final wish about that one wish
that you picked.
After reading this, you have 1 hour to send it out to 15 people,
and what
you wished for will come true within in one week!
u only get one chance!!!!! Now scroll down and think of your
crush!!!
Keep going
down
Keep going
Keep
going
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Did you think of your crush? I hope so, that was
your last chance. Now pay very close attention this important
message!
Sorry but once read, must be sent. Yes, this is one of those kinda
chain
letters that everyone hates. This one has been going since 1863
and
if you
break this chain, you will pay!!!!!! Remember that after hearing
these
stories.
First Example:
Take Barbra Wallace.. She was a pretty lucky girl,
up till she got this same chain letter. She had a crush on the same
kid
since kindergarden. when she got this mail she didn't pay any
attention to
it. She just thought, no big deal. And deleted it. The next day her
dad
got fired and her mom dies in a car crash. If she would have sent
the
letter none of that would have happened and her mom
would be alive.
Second Example:
Try Freddie D. Now Freddie D. was your average
nerd. Had glasses, was short and chubby, was in gifted. All the
signs of
your total dork. He also received this letter and sent it to 51
people in
the hour. Now, like Barbra, he had a crush on a girl since 3rd
grade. The
next day after sending the chain the girl confessed her love for
him ever
since 3rd grade. Freddie D. finally had the courage to ask her out,
and of
course, she had been waiting to yes to that for years. They grew
up
and
married each other to live happily forever.
Third Example:
Now if you couldn't relate to the others, this'll
get ya hooked. Listen to this. A kid named Jordan Johnson was just
getting on AOL to check his mail. He was a quiet kid, not that
popular but
not a geek either. he was just normal. He saw he had mail from his
friend. It was this exact letter. Now Jordan Johnsen was a smart
kid and
he knew what could happen if he didnt pass it on. He simply pulled
a few
friends from his buddy list and sent it along. The next day,
about
that
same time, he got a phone call. It said he had won the lottery!
then his
dad came home and bought him a new bike! His mom bought him
Nintendo64 and
play station! His grandmother sent him a new computer, and his best
friend
gave him tickets to the concert he wanted to go to, Kid Rock and
Limp
Bizkit! Then he inherited a brand-new tv from his aunt! He was
goin' wild!
the next day his secret crush asked him out, and they have been
going out
ever since.
Now, you heard the stories. I know
which person i'd rather
be, but thats up to you. I wouldn't wanna end up like Barbra but
thats
only me. We all want what we cant have but now's ur chance to go
out with
that special somebody ur waiting for. Take it or leave it. If you
send
this to-
1 person- you will lose all luck in ur love
life.....forever!!!!!
10 people- your crush will say they like you as a
friend......ONLY!!!!!
15 people- your crush will say they like you
20 people- your crush will ask you out!
25 people- your crush will kiss you!!
30 people - Your crush
will have sex with you
35 people or more- All of the above!!
Don't blow it, it's ur chance to shine! Have
everything u wanted, and more! Now, complaining cus u dont have any
friends. Well theres an answer 4 everything. It's simple, just go
in a
chat room, pick some names and send away! but here's the
catch.....you only
have one hour to send it after being read. Please pass this
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If you've been poked it shows that you are either a very good friend or a very good artist. If you have been poked then you must poke at least five people on DA that you view as a great friend or a great artist as well as the one who poked you. Happy Poking!
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"Art is what you can get away with." - Andy Warhol
i encourage others to suppourt the two greatest eskimos!
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Got Einsteinbrains?
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love the Super Smash Brother works
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~Lady Of Link
~--It takes courage to follow destiny it takes even more to defy it..--~
~SuperSmashBros-OC - Smashers unite!
I saw your hand and heard you say,
"get up now we'll be okay."
thanks for the fav.
kit.
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